Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Monday, May 14, 2012

straight off the camera from this past weekends wedding, shot by, yours truly.

congratulations matt & kelli!

xx

Friday, September 10, 2010

Funky Friday

That's what I'm calling it for the day.
Lately I haven't been myself. Well actually that's a lie, I've completely been myself, but noticed a few things about me that are good and bad. I love helping people. Even if that means putting their needs before mine. Good right? Sometimes it's bad. I need to learn to say no and stick to it. I don't want to be a pushover. And it's not that I feel like one, I guess I just feel like I've been takin for granted.
I always stop whatever it is I'm doing for any of my friends or family and lately I haven't gotten the return. I have never been one to expect things in return. Remember those fundraisers in elementary school when you reach a certain amount and received a prize? Well my mom used to make me donate my prizes (I hated her for this at the time) but come junior high I realized I was doing a good cause and found joy in giving to others in need. I still do.
But every once in a while it would be nice to be acknowledged for this.
Sorry for the venting, but it had to come out and now I'm going to ask one thing of you...please pray for me, I need to learn how to relax and just take it easy. I'm young and want to enjoy God's beauty around me, but also help those around me.


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Monday, February 22, 2010

Somthing that's been on my heart

1 John 4:21



Talks about loving one another. Something I've always thought I've done, but really if I'm honest with myself I think I love all, but I find that I don't love them as much if I've had to "forgive" them.

Like I'm holding a grudge. And that isn't like me.

I've forgiven for the moment and then just stuff it back in the corner of my mind until it just so eagerly happens to come up again and BAM there it is, heavier and more distraught than before.

I don't want this burden on me any longer.

So here God, take me and heal me. Help me forgive past events/past people/past actions and let me love them FULLY.


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